A look at the
central role of service in the spiritual evolution of all who aspire
to express themselves as souls in incarnation.
The following article is an edited
transcription of a talk given by Benjamin Creme at the Tara Center
Network Conference held in San Francisco, California, USA, in July
1986. It has been published before in Creme’s book Maitreya’s
Mission.
The basic impulse behind all evolution is that activity of the soul
which we call service. Service is nothing less than the demonstration
in relationship of the law of love. It is the love of God for Its
creation which impels the Logos Itself to take incarnation and to
demonstrate Itself through a planetary form. We are part of that
planetary form. We are thoughtforms in the mind of the Logos. As the
Christ so beautifully put it, "we are His dreams". He
brought us into manifestation, and in the same way can take us out of
manifestation. We owe our whole existence and conscious awareness to
His act of service on behalf of the solar Logos. He, in His turn, has
created His body of manifestation, the solar system, in relation to
His awareness of the Plan of "the One about whom naught may be
said" at the centre of our galaxy. We are related to that same
impulse every time we serve. Every impulse of the soul leading to
service is a demonstration at our own quite small level of an impulse
initiated many countless light-years away and light-years back in time
by the Logos at the heart of our galaxy.
That is how important and how unimportant we are: how unimportant
we are as individual personalities, and how important we are as active
exponents of our soul’s nature. As we serve, we grow in service and
we grow in love. As we grow in love, we grow into more service and
into more love. It is the nature of God to love and to serve. We are
living in a 2nd ray solar system (this is an esoteric truism). That
means that in this solar system God is love. The 2nd ray of
love-wisdom is the basic, synthesizing ray of the whole system.
Whatever other ray may be demonstrating, whatever other ray quality
might be ours either as souls or as personalities, standing behind
them all is the 2nd ray of love-wisdom. Every other ray, including the
1st and 3rd, is a sub-ray of the 2nd ray. We are made in the image of
God as love, and the nature of God as love is to serve. There is only
one impulse in the whole of cosmos, demonstrating in multi-faceted
ways: the impulse to serve. Hence the importance of service in the
evolution of the individual, and, specifically, of the disciple.
The disciple has, at some level, dedicated himself to serve the
Plan of evolution of the planet in so far as he has made himself aware
of that Plan. At any given moment he can be aware only of a tiny
fragment of the Plan but his purpose in incarnation is to demonstrate
his knowledge of that fragment to the best of his soul’s ability.
The aim of all disciples, therefore, should be to see above and
beyond the limited view of the personality to the broader, more
inclusive view of the soul and to work from the soul level. Our
difficulty in working together and relating to each other is to do
with the differences of our ray structures. It is that which keeps us
apart. So long as our personality, which has a limited sense of the
whole, is dominating and potent, we will find resistance from other
equally dominant personalities governed by different rays. It is this
which creates the friction in every group and every international
conference. Humanity today is so disparate, so proud of its
differences, so proud of its individuality. This is a direct result of
the influence of the last 2,000 years of Pisces. So successful has
been that influence that a large section of humanity is now
demonstrating a powerful, self-assertive individuality. This is a
necessary preliminary step — in order to give it up. You cannot give
up what you do not already have. To give up your individuality you
must have individuality. Humanity is beginning to demonstrate the
potency of Leo. Leo is the sign of the potent, self-loving,
self-oriented, egotistical personality. All of which is necessary in
order to move into Aquarius and demonstrate the server.
From Leo to Aquarius
Leo and Aquarius are polar opposites. Leo is in the bottom half of
the zodiacal chart and Aquarius is at the top. They are absolutely,
diametrically opposed. You move, eventually, from Leo into Aquarius;
from the man or woman dedicated to serving his/her own separate
personality, to the world server. It is necessary, first of all, to
serve your own separate personality to become potent in personality
expression. Because if you are not potent in personality expression,
the soul has nothing to use. You are the vehicle for your soul and the
soul needs an integrated, potent personality through which it can pour
its energy and carry out its plans and purposes. The difficulty for
the soul is that it tries to do it through inadequate material. That
is what the process of evolution is about. It is, first of all, about
evolving an instrument, a personality apparatus with a powerful,
focused mental body, a purified astral body and a strong and healthy
physical body. With that threefold personality the soul eventually
creates a vehicle through which its own nature can powerfully be
expressed. Leo serves his own personality.
Aquarius serves the world. That is the movement from the potent,
self-loving, self-serving personality to the world server. Let me
quote the Master DK quoting from the Old Commentary (Leo, the
self-server, is the lion, of course):
"The lion begins to roar. He rushes forth, and in his urge to
live, he wields destruction. And then again he roars and, rushing to
the stream of life, drinks deep. Then, having drunk, the magic of the
waters works. He stands transformed. The lion disappears, and he who
bears the water pot stands forth and starts upon his mission."
The lion, Leo, the self-serving, potent personality, changes and
becomes Aquarius. He becomes the ‘water carrier’. The destruction
which the lion wields is precisely the destructiveness of the
self-loving, self-serving, potent individual. If you are not potent as
a personality, you neither destroy nor create very much. One has to
become potent in the personality sense. By that I do not mean become a
domineering, dominating personality, but an effective, potent one.
The aim of the evolutionary process then is, first of all, to
create the integrated personality, the Leo characteristic, to
demonstrate an effective, active personality expression in which the
physical, the astral, and the mental processes are integrated,
synchronous in their vibration. It is all to do with synchronicity of
vibration. Under the law of love, like attracts like. It is the
magnetic, cohesive, attractive force of love which brings together the
atoms of matter to create the building bricks of life. That is the
function of the energy which we call love, the 2nd ray of love-wisdom.
By its action we come into being. By its action the creative process
develops, the forms are built. Without that action there would be no
forms. The Christ Principle, the energy of evolution per se, governs
the creation of the matter aspect. The little building-bricks of
matter are formed by the cohesive energy which we call love, holding
together the tiny particles of substance to create all that we see,
and of course all that we do not see as well. That cohesive force
works through synchronicity of vibration.
Service is the key. Eventually, the soul (which really brings us to
the first initiation — it is the first Master) looks down and sees
its vehicle ready for the first time in thousands of incarnations, and
brings its instrument, ourselves, into meditation of some kind. It
repeats this in every subsequent incarnation until you may have a
whole life dedicated in a really powerful way to some meditation
process. So the soul works, gradually ‘gripping’ its vehicle.
Meanwhile, the Masters watch this process. They work cooperatively
with the soul and give various stimuli to the disciple as he
approaches initiation. They stimulate energetically the vehicles and
higher chakras of the individual. They may stimulate the heart centre,
seeking to evoke the energy of love, to awaken the heart or love
nature of the individual. (The heart is almost always the first of the
chakras to be opened.) They work by stimulus and by testing, and most
importantly of all by the provision of a field of service to the
individual.
This is itself a test. The soul wants to serve. The Master helps
this process along by providing a field of service. If he is not in
direct touch with his Master, the Master does it through the
person’s out-of-body experience. The aspirant will want to serve in
some way (he might want to serve for a few incarnations and do nothing
about it, but he will want to serve). It is the soul who is
demanding service because that is its nature. The Masters call Their
work "the Great Service". Their existence on this planet is
to do with Their desire to serve. They are not here for any other
reason than to serve the plan of evolution of all the kingdoms.
As you serve, you change. A most extraordinary thing happens. The
aim of the disciple is to shift from the integrated, self-serving Leo
to the world server in Aquarius. The lion of the Old Commentary
disappears and "he who bears the water pot stands forth and
starts upon his mission". The self-serving, separative, potent
individual in Leo becomes the integrated disciple, the world server,
the water-carrier in Aquarius.
The Christ comes today to serve the world, to act as the Agent of
God, the Avatar, the World Teacher for this age. He says, "I am
the Water Carrier". He brings the Waters of Life , the new
livingness which He releases on all planes. He brings a new potency to
our life, on the physical, the emotional and on the mental and
spiritual planes. We are entering into an entirely new kind of
livingness such as only the very advanced initiates can possibly be
aware of up until now. This will become the reality for the vast
majority of people. The race as a whole will make this tremendous step
forward into becoming the world disciple.
The paths of the individual disciple and the world disciple are
parallel. You move through service. Coming out of the herd as the
separate and potent self-serving personality in Leo, and, in Aquarius,
sacrificing that hard-won separate individuality, one places it at the
service of the soul and therefore of the world. That is the Law
governing the evolution of disciples.
Three very important principles govern the evolution of disciples.
They are steadfastness (determination to keep to it utterly,
without moving and never backsliding, steadfastness to the Plan, to
the pledge of the disciple), service and sacrifice .
These are governing principles. Of course they are inter-related. You
cannot serve in fits and starts. True soul service is a steadfast
expression. The soul never has desire for rest, for change (except for
a change of vehicle when the old one runs out of steam). The disciple,
to progress at all, must show steadfastness; he cannot become a
disciple if he does not. He must not just desire to serve, but
must actually serve. Otherwise no progress can be made. I am
approached by many people who say, "I’m longing to serve! For
years and years I have longed to serve. I have a deep feeling that I
was born to play a very important role in helping the starving
millions of the world. Can you tell me how to start?" I have
actually received that kind of request not once, but many times. I am
always meeting people who say, "I am working on myself in order
better to serve — of course I can’t serve until I get myself
really together and healthy". And they mean it. I do not say this
in any cynical way — they believe it. They really feel that if they
had a better body they would obviously be able to serve better. Which
is true, but it does not mean that they would serve better but simply
that they would have a better capacity.
Some of the best servers I know of have been ill all their lives.
We have instances in the past of great disciples like Helena Blavatsky
and Alice Bailey who were ill for many years. Alice Bailey was ill for
goodness knows how many years. Only the continuous activity of her
Master kept Madame Blavatsky in the body for the last 13 or so years
of her life. She had a number of illnesses which would have killed off
any other entity; but she had a will and demonstrated that will in
service. The will to serve, the sacrificial will of the soul, is the
power which impels these great disciples, notwithstanding the
limitations of the physical body, the tiredness, the fatigue, the
fools with which they must have been surrounded if history can be
believed — notwithstanding all of that, the drain on their
attention, their energy, their goodwill, their patience — they
served as few serve in the world. That is true of all the great ones.
As you serve, you change. Why do you change? Because service works
in you to perform a miracle. It is literally a miracle; a transforming
process takes place. Your soul makes you serve, and you begin to serve
in whatever small, limited capacity. The nearer you are to the field
of service, the quicker you get on with it. It need not be at the
other side of the world, although that might be your calling. You can
start right where you are now. The aim is to shift out of a totally
self-serving, centralized situation. We are all centralized; we are
all living as the centre of our world. That is the psychic experience
of all of us, if you think about it. That is the action of the desire
principle. And of course it is a stage. It is not something wrong or
evil, but it is a necessary stage to get out of. As you serve you
shift your point of focus. You identify with what you serve. You
identify more and more with that which you serve, until, without your
even being aware of it, you lose consciousness of yourself, you forget
yourself, and as you forget yourself you get healthier, more potent,
more energetic.
The process is one of decentralization. As you relate to those whom
you serve, you become more and more decentralized. You identify with a
wider and wider sphere of life, until you can, if you become a Master,
identify with all of life. The Master has no sense of Himself as a
separate individuality at all. He has no personality feeling. He has
no sense of "I". There is no sense in the Master’s
consciousness of a separate being. He has only group consciousness. We
do not know what it is, we cannot even imagine it, but it is what
inevitably will be developed over this coming Age of Aquarius, as we
move from the Leo into the Aquarian experience; as we move from the
self-server in Leo, to the world server in Aquarius, and become the
water-carrier.
The Christ works through us. He brings the Waters of Life "in
abundance", as He says. And He says, "I seek to channel
these Waters of Life through you". As we become the
water-carriers, the world servers, we act as channels for these Waters
of Life, and through us the Christ transforms the world. Through us He
builds the forms, the structures, the consciousness of the new age.
The role of service in the evolution of the disciple is the nature
of God working through the disciple. Hence its importance and hence,
of course, its effectiveness. It is not like a tool which might or
might not work. It will work, it is inevitable that it will work,
because it is the nature of God Itself. And as we demonstrate the
nature of God through service, we become gods. We actually become
gods. From being human beings, men and women, we become living,
creative divine beings. Service is the key to that whole process and
provides the disciple with the lever for his evolution. Service is the
lever of the evolutionary process.